Tuesday, December 3, 2013


Things have been crazy here in Arusha!  A couple of weeks ago, our teacher for the now 55 student baby class unexpectedly had a baby.  We had to hire two additional teachers for the middle class and pre-unit, but the baby class was on the loose! Usually Elizabeth would step in and help us, but she has been so ill with Typhoid, Malaria and Tape Worms, that she hasn’t been able to come into school much.  During this time, I was not able to miss a day to go out to the project.  Between the two volunteers and me, we were exhausted every day. 50 babies are hard to control when you don’t speak their language! While I was at the current Hill Crest every day, Isaac was going out to the project.  Also these past couple weeks, Tanesco, the city wide power company, has been changing some things in the power so for about two weeks Arusha has been out of electricity.  Having no phone, computer, camera, etc got pretty stressful but it’s (usually) back now.  Since my last update, the walls have been totally built up!  It’s so exciting to see the progress of the project. The volunteers, Tansa and Julie, came out to the site one day and the three of us lugged concrete around to put the bricks on. I’ve gotten really close with Tansa and Julie and they’ve been amazing volunteers for Hill Crest.  Their time is almost up and I’m already sad to see them go.  We have a great group of workers at the project with a couple of them being from the village we are currently in. I love the support people show here for everyone, especially us Westerners who are here to help. 

I fall more in love with Tanzania every day and I’m so happy with my life here.  How I love, love, love being here. 













Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Through and Through


During my first trip to Tanzania, one volunteer brought a book that she loved as a kid.  She read it to all of us and I thought it was adorable so when I went home, I went on  hunt for the book ‘I Love You Through and Through‘ which was about loving someone during every aspect of life!

I just got done with a four hour motorcycle ride through rural Musa where I got to see a number of my favorite physical features of Arusha. Brown, dry, barren fields complimented by the vivid colors of a Masai blanket waving in the wind.  The profile of Tanzania’s rolling hills under the warm glow of the sun, and a perfectly clear view of sun kissed Mt. Meru over my shoulder everywhere we went.  Musa is the village my favorite driver, Victor, grew up in.  He mentioned during my last trip that he wanted to take me for a cruise to see more than what I’m exposed to on a regular basis and I only just got around to it. 

There aren’t many people here I would trust to just take me somewhere.  Actually, there are only three other people I’d let just whisk me away without knowing where we’d end up.  Isaac, Elizabeth, and my friend Hans.  And Victor.  I texted him to pick me up and take me for a cruise, so when he showed up I got on the back of his motorcycle and without exchanging any words, we were off.  Where? I had no idea and while I thought about asking, I just couldn’t be bothered.  I didn’t think he’d rob or kill me, so I wasn’t worried.  We started in the direction of Kisongo, the location of the new Hill Crest and where I spend several hours almost every day.  ‘How am I going to pretend I don’t know this area, he’d be so sad to know I am here all the time’ was all I could think on the 20 minute drive.  I took a sigh of relief as we passed both roads to the construction site.  A bit further, we veered to the right and just like that we were out of town and off the paved road.  He stopped several times along the way to let me soak in the beautiful sights of the village that seemed to never end.  To the right was a picturesque view of Mount Meru, Africa’s 5th highest mountain, and a gorgeous one at that.  On my left was a hill with tiered crop plots which yielded only dry maize stalks.  

We approached a huge ditch and that’s when I panicked, ‘oh no this is the end he’s going to kill me and take my bag for sure nobody knows where I am or that I’m with Victor or who Victor is and my phone is dead oh no oh no oh no I’m dead I’m dead this is it he’s going to kill me this was all a lie I knew it bye world xoxo’  He said “this used to be a road but the rains destroyed it.  Now cars can’t get through.” and we made our way up and down this giant ditch and in my head I was rolling my eyes at everyone who is so wary of every local being out to kill them ;) 

At the top of the ditch, Victor stopped.  We could see as far as forever into the hills.  To the left he pointed out the town center.  There were a handful of kids in school uniforms and traditional Maasai women with buckets on their heads coming up this enormous hill directly in front of us.  He told me that the “buildings” there were town center and a well.  In town center was a small market, a school, and Tanzania’s version of a pharmacy.  He told me what we hear all the time in the US, some women are walking three hours for that water.  But seeing it on TV is completely different than watching these women walk by me two feet away.  Where I work, there are a generous number of wells dispersed around the community so women don’t have to walk more than about 30 minutes for water. I like to really look at the Maasai elders here.  Their dark skin is contrasted by the white beads in their earrings and necklaces and their wrinkles display a lifetime of labor.  You can even see the miles they’ve walked when you look at their feet, it’s amazing how much can be gathered just by looking at the people here.  

To the right of us was a dirt path about the width of the motorcycle tires that had previously passed.  He pointed out a rectangular fence made of thorn bushes way off into the distance to the far right.  He said that was his childhood home and I knew we’d be on our way there shortly.  I was looking at everything around me, soaking in the mountains, children, donkeys, and crop fields.  About 20 minutes later we stopped to speak to a woman on her way to fetch water, and Victor introduced me to his “beloved mother.”  She was warm and welcoming and made sure Victor took me to the house for tea.  15 minutes after that, we pulled up to Victor’s childhood home.  It was beautiful, and not traditional Maasai at all.  A brick house with a solar panel and quarters for chickens in the back that his mom sells for basic living expenses. An old friend of his was there tending to the cows, and his sister in law came to greet us as well. I so love the never ending warm welcomes of Tanzanians.  He explained that he left home when he was 12 to continue his education in a secondary school in town.  We talked about the lives of traditional Maasai, much of which I already knew but it’s good to hear other opinions about the lifestyle.  We went through a coffee plantation and stopped at the top of another hill so that I could look at everything.  Shortly after we passed a valley so deep that I couldn’t see the bottom.  What I could see was the changing soil from top to...out of view.  The color changed the deeper it got, it was so beautiful. In a scene like this, it was hard to keep my mind off of anything but my love for Tanzania.  I was thinking about everything I’ve experienced here and how much I’ve grown thanks to Tanzania.  All I could think was that I love Tanzania, through and through.  I love it when it’s sunny and when it’s rainy, I love it when it’s busy during the week and calm on Sundays.  I love it even though I disagree with the culture sometimes.  I love that the waitress at this cafe just asked me to pay for the food I haven’t received yet because she wants to go home. I love that I have had the chance to realize how important education really is. 

I appreciate Hill Crest more each day now that I really understand what the kids are being provided.  Not only an understanding and ability to speak English and add numbers, but my kids are being placed a step ahead of most.  They will eventually be able to choose the life they want to lead whether it be a bus driver, a teacher or tending to sheep and cows.  What’s important is that their home situation won’t dictate their future, they will be the ones doing it, and the new building will provide our neediest students a stable environment to grow and learn. Hill Crest has an amazing future and this boarding campus is essential to the growth of Hill Crest and our students.  We have finally started making upward progress as the foundation has been dug and completed.  Every day we are laying more bricks and the future of Hill Crest is finally something to see.  A year and a drop out of college later is finally giving me some results! But we aren’t done fundraising and have a long way to go before we can complete the project.   I sure do love Tanzania, and I sure do love my kids.  And that is what makes leaving behind my friends, my family, and my degree behind a bit more bearable.  On the way back to town from the cruise through Musa, I had a perfect view of Mt. Meru with Kilimanjaro right behind it, jamani! I love you through and through, Tanzania. And if you’re wondering if I ever found the book, know that I don’t think I need it anymore :)

Feel free to donate at https://www.youcaring.com/help-a-neighbor/hope-for-hill-crest/54933  and follow the progress more closely at www.facebook.com/hopeforhillcrest 

Thanks for reading, keep spreading the love <3 


Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Whoops- Promise to be more efficient with updates!!


Hello friends, I realize it’s been way too long since I’ve done any sort of update and I’m very sorry.  It won’t happen again! I’ll be sure to stay on top of these this time and let you all know what’s going on with the project, with the kids and with me! 

Leaving the US this time was a bit more difficult than prior trips.  I’ve finally figured out what can make me happy there and now I know I can be happy there.  I’m glad to have realized this, but it also made saying goodbye very hard. I got back to Arusha on September 30th and my first day at school, I was greeted with big smiles, warm hugs and a few overly excited kids who very well almost lost their heads when they saw me.  Hill Crest has grown so much since my first time here last August and it’s amazing to see the way these kids are also growing as a result.  

While most of my days are full of heartwarming moments, now there are some heartbreaking ones as well.  One student, Njayo, comes from a wealthy family.  She has always been a “contributor” to Hill Crest, meaning her parents have paid for her to be there because they could comfortably afford it. Unfortunately, my Njayo, who used to come to school with smiles and snacks, now comes to school sad and hungry.  Her parents lost work and are struggling just like the others now.  It’s hard to see any child hungry, but there’s something different about seeing a child go from wealth to poverty in the short seven weeks I was home.  She’s still my spunky, brilliant, tender hearted dictating Njayo, just with a little less sparkle in her eye.  She’s joined the chorus of “teacher more!” when we come around with a bit of extra lunch. 

The volunteers we have now are amazing.  We have two girls from Australia, a grandma from the US and another girl from France.  Their contributions to Hill Crest have been amazing.  It’s so nice to walk into the school full of volunteers who trust Isaac and Elizabeth so whole heartedly and want to do as much good as they can.  It reminds me of Lilian and Celia, the girls from Mexico who came for two weeks but managed to set up the entire kitchen and a bank account to provide Isaac and Elizabeth money every month to feed the kids (and anything else they want!) 

Now for Isaac and Elizabeth.  What incredible people they are.  I’m amazed every day by how strong and healthy Elizabeth is.  When I came in August she was pregnant and just out of the hospital with Malaria.  She was skin and bones and couldn’t last the school day without napping.  Losing their second child was incredibly difficult for them (and for me) but they pushed through the pain and continue to live the only way they know how; by helping others. Some burdens that were holding Isaac down during my last trip have been released and he’s back to the cheerful, excited and enthusiastic guy that I so adore.  I’m so lucky to be able to work with and trust Isaac and Elizabeth so much.  They’re the most amazing people.  

Isaac took me out to the building site on Monday and before we even left Hill Crest he was apologizing for making a big decision without me.  After probably 20 minutes of apologizing he finally told me that he’d started the project while I was gone because the rains were coming and he got scared because once the rains started it would be very difficult to dig, transport materials, etc.  Anyways, the digging of the foundation is done! How fun to show up on site and see where the school is going to be and know that it is actually happening. I’m really doing this!  It also gives me the motivation I need to keep fundraising and keep working hard to make this school the best it can be. The kids need it.  I can’t wait until this is real and done and our dreams have come true.  

And if you’re interested in my life here outside of Hill Crest, know that it’s amazing.  While most of my life does revolve around the school, my social life is great. I’ve got amazing friends here and was just interrupted by two of them as they walked into the cafe to eat with me while I wrote this. Again, I’m so lucky.  Saturday was my 22nd birthday and while I was kind of nervous it wouldn’t be fun because I wasn’t home to celebrate with my old friends, rest assured, it was great.  If anything, it gave me confidence in my life here.  I’ve established amazing friendships with great people who make me feel safe and happy and loved.  That’s all I could ever ask for! I’m “alone” in Arusha but not lonely.  Asante sana, rafikis!  

I hope that I’ve provided you all with a solid and fulfilling update on things.  I can’t get over how lucky I am.  I get to live in this incredible country, be loved by 70 amazing kids, and have friendships I will cherish forever.  It doesn’t get much better than that.  

Thanks for reading, check back in a couple days for another update!
Lots of love from Tanzania


PS: Follow the project page on Facebook.. www.facebook.com/hopeforhillcrest (you don't have to be a member to see it!)
And if you'd like to donate.... :)

https://www.youcaring.com/help-a-neighbor/hope-for-hill-crest/54933

Friday, May 31, 2013

Here We Go!

I've spent the last few days with Isaac getting ready to break ground on the new Hill Crest.  Next week we will put in the gate, and then everything will fall into place from there and I couldn't be more thrilled about the progress we are making for Hill Crest.

The school is still incredible, I miss hearing the screaming kids every day and I wish every volunteer that comes through could still have the experience that I did at first, but I know that this is the absolute best for Hill Crest.  It is about the kids, not the volunteers.

Wednesday afternoon I went to see Johnson, my Johnson, and it was as emotional and wonderful as I predicted.  His face when he saw me, it was like he saw a ghost!  He stepped back and shook his head then dove into me and gave me the biggest hug.  Johnson gives the best hugs. We cried a bit, of course, and then he had to go get ready for his Civics exam.  His forehead was bleeding so I wiped it off, gave him a big kiss on his forehead and sent him on his way.  He looked at me like, "are you kidding...you are so embarrassing" and then I realized that I just pulled that "annoying mom" move and humiliated him in front of all his friends.  I felt bad for a second but then I didn't care anymore.  I just love him.

I spend every day falling more and more in love with this amazing place, the incredible people, and especially my community.  I wish every day that people from home could come live this life for a bit and maybe understand why I'm so consumed by Tanzania.  There is nowhere else I could picture myself right now, and I can't imagine doing anything different.  I'm so happy.  I can't wait to build this school.

Sunday, May 26, 2013

I'm back.

And an enormous weight has been lifted off my shoulders.  I can't begin to describe the physical feeling of relief as the plane touched the ground at Kilimanjaro Airport last Thursday.  I haven't been bothered to set up my internet yet which is why it has taken me so long to post, and I'm sorry for that.  This has been a week full of ups and downs, but just being back in Tanzania makes even the 'downs' seem like 'ups'. 

I got in last Thursday afternoon and spent the weekend catching up with friends, going out, and just adjusting back to this life I've grown to love so deeply.  Tuesday morning, I got up early and went to Hill Crest.  Now, what I have failed to mention in detail is that Hill Crest, when I got there, was a freaking crazy house! But at a school with no teachers, what do you expect? So I expected to walk back into the same disorganized, crazy, love filled school I left in November and January.  To my surprise, I didn't hear the kids screaming or laughing or anything.  It was quiet...I walk in (well, actually, escorted to the gate by a Masai woman who LOVES me and was so excited to see me back) and Elizabeth sees me come through the gate.  She drops whatever vegetable she was cutting and runs to me, I've never seen someone move so fast.  I'm so excited to see her, and Isaac follows at a sprint right behind her.  We stand there hugging and laughing for a few minutes before they escort me into school together.  By the way, the weak, thin, frail, unnoticeably pregnant woman Elizabeth was in November is gone.  She has put weight on, looks absolutely incredible, and is visibly healthier.  I'm so happy.  Anyways, back to the school.  No children being heard.  What's going on?  I walk in.  There is a teacher at the board, sentences written in chalk, and the kids are writing them down, practicing their writing.  Quietly.  By themselves.  Writing.  What?  I go into the next classroom...same thing...kids are learning.  Teachers have control of the class, the kids are writing like champs, they are learning the sounds of the vowels.  Hill Crest is a real school, and soon it is going to be an even realer school.  I am so excited for the future of Hill Crest, I see such potential and I am SO happy. 

A friend from last summer is back doing his own projects.  He built a house last time he was here and is going to continue doing so.  He is going to be a big help to me, as he has dealt with all the things I'll have to deal with.  It will be so nice to have him to turn to if I need help, and I love seeing how proud he is of what he has done.  It only makes me more excited to start my project so I can feel that sense of pride when Hill Crest is done.  Also, one of my favorite people I've met in Tanzania is coming back on June 14th.  She's also got big plans to build an orphan home, but I'm more excited about seeing her.  I've got a lot to look forward to and I'm so blessed to be back in this amazing country.  I'll update again soon as things get started.  This is a busy week ahead of me! 

xoxo

Monday, May 6, 2013

Back again I go!

Let's not pretend to be surprised by my announcement of my return to Tanzania on May 15th.  I'm missing my kids, my friends, and my life there and it's time to go back.  So on May 15th at 6:55am, I'll be taking off and spending 23 hours traveling back to Kilimanjaro Airport, then 45 minutes back to Arusha.  Yippee!!  I'm thrilled and can't wait to get back.

We held a great fundraiser last night that went pretty well.  I'm happy with every cent we raise for the kids.  I'll post again when we know exactly how much money was raised, but in the mean time, I'll be seeing doctors, working and packing for Tanzania!!!

9 days!

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Here is a way to donate online.  I am going back at the end of May and need your help to reach the goal!  Thanks!

http://www.youcaring.com/help-a-neighbor/hope-for-hill-crest/54933